Solo.

I am so ridiculously lonely.

OBAMA!

Okay, so this is sort of late... but I have to document it in my blog (that nobody but me reads anyway).

OBAMA WINS

Where his life began...

The House Where Brahms Was Born

Must..... have.... $...

I need a second job.

Dislike <----> Like

Things I DISLIKE today:


1) Speed Bumps.









2) Wire hangers.









3) Cat Hair!









4) Play-Doh Cologne?!.










Things I LIKE today:

1) The following songs...
- Teddy Thompson : In My Arms
- Justice : D.A.N.C.E









- Bon Iver : Skinny Love
- CSS : Music is My Hot, Hot Sex
- Aretha Franklin : Don't Play That Song












- Band of Horses : No One's Gonna Love You
- Sage Francis : Black Out on White Night
- David Gray : Late Night Radio
- Imogen Heap : Hide and Seek












- Reggie and the Full Effect : Get Well Soon
- Avishai Cohen : Smash
- Brand New : Jesus
- Silversun Pickups : Little Lover's So Polite
- Kenna : Freetime








- Norah Jones : The Story
- Kanye West : Flashing Lights
- Lauryn Hill : Ex-Factor
- Jay Brannan : Goddammned
- Van Morrison : Moondance
- Death Cab For Cutie : Cath

Finetune.comhas a pretty neat music player:


2)The Meadowlark.







3) Backless T-Shirts.












4) Sam Flores.












5) Chocolate Chip Pancakes.

I want this.

Blueberry pie ... a la mode...
The kiss ...

OR both.

>>>>>>NOISE<<<<<<

I cannot stand certain noises:

a) Vaccuum Cleaners in the office on Thursdays.

b) Semi-Trucks or Motorcycles next to my car window on the highway.

c) Boisterous Voices ... especially when in a crowded room.

d) Fire Alarms (it's worst when you don't know where the alarm is)

e) When somebody tries to 'whisper in your ear' but they over-compensate for the background noise and it's deafening.

How do I love you Parisi?
Let me count the ways...

1) Tagliatelle Gamberetti. The most delicious pasta I have ever tasted... mmmm saffron & homemade noodles.
2) A Marketplace full of delightful treats, and the soft pignolis with sweet almond goodness and crunchy pine-nuts.
3) A Highlands Location in the heart of a friendly Denver community.

Personified Computer Program

One of our orchestra mass-emails returned somebody's un-deliverable mail to us with this message:

"I'm afraid I wasn't able to deliver your message to the following addresses.
This is a permanent error; I've given up. Sorry it didn't work out."

Quite funny.

WARNING! Very Girly...

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles." ------Audrey Hepburn

Deceased.

It has definitely been one of those days.



I was just doing monotonous check entry for the internet company, feeling like a brick had fallen on the top of my head, and I came across a customer's hand-written note on her statement:


Deceased.
(Robert is deceased).
Send only to Phyllis.


Giant tears welled up in the creases of my eyes.
Life is so fragile and I spent the entire morning upset and provoked by insignificant things.


I have so much to learn.

La Casa Bonita...

It was everything I couldn't have hoped for to remember and more!

... and that freaky wishing well guy that I spent so many hours of my childhood listening to talk is still functioning.

Hidden from the world.

I am living multiple lives right now.

Every other moment can attest to the fact that I am indeed more than one Courtney right now. I breathe the same air, am held up by the same skin and bones, but my soul is being positively selfish and allowing me to relish in the multi-faceted, quixotic, surreal, un-inhibited romantic life that I am currently wading in.

Interesting. Indeed.

"I'm astounded by people who want to 'know' the universe when it's hard enough to find your way around Chinatown."
-Woody Allen

Yesterday night. Tonight is much better.

Alone.

Complete solace?

or... Unforgiving silence?

The realization that this is now and forever despite the warmth that flows in and out of my soul, caressing it for fleeting moments but never finding the central peace that it searches for.

Please help me, universe, some direction? What do I do now?